when i say i love you, i mean...

let my day start in your arms
how so ever it goes then
i will have no qualms

let me look into your eyes
i want to know all the
reasons of your tears and your smiles

let me talk to you whole day
we will talk no sense but
we will make our dream houses with clay

let me be with you when you are down
i will make all the efforts for your smile
even if i need to be a clown :)

let me hug you and hold you
i know you like that but
how much i like i never told you!

let me be with you all my life
i will love you i promise
we will get rid of our strife :)

Failure

So far, i have never really faced failure in my life... today i did!

Already the day was going really bad, what made it worse was that i wasn't selected for any of the committees... no big deal though but what i dont want to accept is that i worked hard for it and still didn't get through...

the two committees i worked really hard for, both did not select me!

it feels bad... failure sucks!

but still somewhere the voice is there... so what? you'll do better! you will do great! better than the rest.... i want to believe that voice and move on... i so wish, there was someone who could back that voice and tell me, so what? i never felt so low on confidence, never felt so lonely... but may be this is what life is :(